beraya SAKAN

HELLO and ASSALAMUALAIKUM everyone :)

its been like quite a while since i've blogged myself .
LOL. i flew right past ramadan , raya aidilfitri, haloween, deepavali, raya haji,
all the way through semester 5 and i think i just missed santa clause the other day !
DAMN have i been busy.
tak caye tgok lah LAST entry aku tuh ,
june kott...

occay, so see that gorgeous tree planted in the snow up there ?
beautiful ain't it ? ehee..
well a few days back on the 25th of December 2011 cristians worldwide celebrated their big day
and in many countries in the west of Malaysia must've been snowin i guess ! bet ya'll enjoyed your holidays peeps . aku pon ngah cuti mid sem jgk nih .
and ohh that day was also my lil brothers birthday..
HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY sayangg , i love ya ♥

ckp psl christmas nihh teringat pulak time kecik2 dulu masa kt UK . evry yr tarikh tue mesti hari cuti umum yg evryone smbut . and of course its snowing ! 
ehee . cantik plus sjuk sangat sangat yaww...
kat Malaysia nih jea tak snow kan ? tapi yg aku herannya tuh ade jugak ORANG ORANG MELAYU kita tumpang sekaki menyambut christmas .
kalau kt overseas takpe gak kn mybe mat mat saleh tue ajak mkn2 but here , take a peep at what ( or who ) i found lying around partying all night !

wow . cun . sexy . looks pretty fun too .

kenal kan ?
Fasha Sandha & Faradhiya

artis2 and 'idola2' tanah air kite nihh . sebelum tuh aku nak mintak mf , bukan nak jadi pengkritik tak diiktirf or ustzah laa kan but come on lah . yeah aku freehair gak but whre did all that Malay culture go ? artis kite dh lagak cam international celebrity plak . class kau ngah ! hmm, yeah tak slh nk enjoy sikit but pliss lah . korang tue 'idola' oke . kanak2 and org tua pun tgok and its not a pretty picture . anyweys tak silap aku penah terdengar
Ustad kate its wrong to actly celebrate christmas coz its not our belief as Muslims . pakaian tak payah ckp lah 

korg pun nmpk kan . but tak molek kan prmpun partyin like that . i dunnoe whre the location is but its definately at this yrs christmas party . harap2 dyorg tak drunk or smthing aftr that party ckup lah kan .
and oke . the rest , i'll just leave ya to judge it by yrself ;)

aku tao kite semua sebagai manusia mmg tak pernah lari dpd buat kesilapan .
sorry this entry hasn't got anything to do with world updates.

sorry for bein to judgmental .
sorry if you don't agree with this post .
and
sorry because i know i myself am not perfect at all !
thats all sayangss...

heartbroken T_T

heart broken ? or a broken heart ?

LOL . same jea due2 nihh !

yang 4 sure nye hati tuh rase mcm disiat siat

and shattered into a million pieces...

and no one , no medicine can cure it back as before (>__<)

tell me where i went wrong...

stao aku , ak dh cube yang terbaek dh untok KITA .
tapi kau jgk ttp slhkan ak .

when we first met I had no idea you would be so important to me...

sejak jumpe kao , hati ak dh tak pandang orang lain dah .

sometimes , we expect more from others because we would be willing
to do that much for them...

tapi kao....ade kau kesah pasal ak cam mane ak wat untok kao ? tak de pon .

if possible , i want to hold ya tight n never let go...

tapi smue tuh dah tk mungkin ,

kao dh lepas kan ak kan .smpai haty kao, tk pernah nk jage prasaan ak .

i wish i could forget you .

tpi tk boliyh . bia lah ak simpan memories tuh sorg2 .
yeah , mmg ak sllu jgk tringt ingt kan kao . rindu kita yg DULU .

cause everthing is never as it seems...

yeah , nmpk ak tenang and happy tersenyum .

tapi hanye tuhan yang tao betape ak pendam semua dlm hati ni .

where were you when everything was falling apart ??
ak mmg ego , tpi ak tabahkan diri untok keep going on...

but kao ? senang2 je lari dpd smue nihh !

you hurt me and you know it !

sampai hati kau kan ?

buat ak menunggu , percaye and diperbodohkan...

you promised that you'll never leave . where are you now ?

bab janji2 mains mmg kao lh mastermind ! tpi ak yg bodoh sbb percaye...

you hurt me more than i deserve , how could you be so cruel ?
i love you more than you deserve...
why am i such a fool ??

kao mmg tak layak untok dicintai !

standing here thingking about how much i miss you ?

yeah , MAYBE i do miss you...

tpi yg ku ingat ade lah semua keburukan yang kau tinggalkan kat aku .

p/s : yeah ,  i kow you hurt me...A LOT .

but i still miss you so fuckinn' damn much BITCH !